I've been thinking a lot this weekend about Pascal Mercier's novel 'Night Train to Lisbon', and in particular some of the quotes I took down when I read it first last year, which are unfortunately stranded at home in a notebook that won't be making its way over for another month or so, but in the meantime I've dredged some others up from the internet to give you a taste of the lyrical and affecting tone of the whole:
"Human beings can't bear silence. It would mean that they would bear themselves."
"That words could cause somethinge in the world, make someone move or stop, laugh or cry: even as a child he had found it enigmatic and it had never stopped impressing him. How did words do that? Wasn't it like magic? But at this moment, the mystery seemed greater than usual, for these were words he hadn't even known yesterday morning."
"What is it that we call loneliness. It can't simply be the absence of others, you can be alone and not lonely, and you can be among people and yet be lonely. So what is it? ... it isn't only that others are there, that they fill up the space next to us. But even when they celebrate us or give advice in a friendly conversation, clever, sensitive advice: even then we can be lonely. So loneliness is not something simply connected with the presence of others or with what they do. Then what? What on earth?"
"The stories others tell about you and the stories you tell about yourself: which come closer to the truth? Is it so clear that they are your own? Is one an authority on oneself? But that isn't the question that concerns me. The real question is: In such stories, is there really a difference between true and false? In stories about the outside, surely. But when we set out to understand someone on the inside? Is that a trip that ever comes to an end? Is the soul a place of facts? Or are the alleged facts only the deceptive shadows of our stories?"
And the only one that I actually took note of first time around:
"We were prepared for something, but not such a thing. From the first sentence, a breathless silence prevailed. And it became more silent and more breathless, this silence. The sentences from the pen of a seventeen year old iconoclast, who spoke as if he had already lived a whole life, were like whiplashes. I began to ask myself what would happen when the last word died out. I was afraid. Afraid for him who knew what he was doing and yet didn't know. Afraid for this thin-skinned adventurer, whose vulnerability was every bit equal to his verbal force. But also afraid for us who might not be up to it."
Beautiful stuff.